Amelia!

after1990 @ 2009-12-18T02:20:00

2009-12-17T18:20:32Z

Went shopping with Andrea today at 313@Somerset and I totally went CRAZY at F21!!! Tried lots of clothes, and I haven't gone girl-girl shopping in a long long long time!!!!

Wanted to get this dress to wear on my birthday but it was loose because they only had it in M, and the material was pretty bad!

But nevertheless I thought it looked quite pretty (:

Tried this in S, but couldn't zip the boob area, sigh, but its okay cos I didn't like it much. Hahaha.

Omg major love this tube. Love the lavender colour!!!! :D $19 only!!! How cheap!!!

Matched it with super chio orange skirt, omg I can even fit into size S for bottoms!! :D

I bought both of these. $24 for the skirt and $19 for the tube! Obviously not going to match it together because the colour clashes like anything. Hahaha.

BUT MAJOR LOVES!!! I have a thing for tutu skirts and this skirt is tutu!! So love!!

Meetup with Chow today was exactly like old times (: Going to meet up with AC classmates next Monday, PLUS Andrea and Joce after that in the evening!!! And me and Javier time next Tuesday!!! So exciting!!! (:

Feel so bad for neglecting boyfriend, he took leave to accompany me from tmr onwards because my birthday's coming, but I choose to meetup with my friends during this time ): Poor boy.

Didn't take photos with Chow today cos we forgot. OMG I FORGOT TO CAMWHORE. Terrible. Hahahah.

Feel so loved, friend drove over to my place just now with a small slice of cake + candle!

Wanted to camwhore with cake but my fringe was pinned up so I look majorly ugly. Hahahaha.

Ahhhh even though its not my birthday yet, feel so loved already!!!!!!!!!!

Okay I'm going to sleep now! Got to mail out clothes tmr, plus visit the supplier, plus go down to get the photos from the Model so we can update our second collection!!! Then meeting bf and his friends because they're going gadget crazy at Sim Lim Square. My day's starting early tmr!!! Can't wait already!!!

Gotta wake up at 8am to meet boyfriend!!!

Good night y'all!!

after1990 @ 2009-12-17T00:40:00

2009-12-16T16:40:51Z

Got a mini surprise from my friends today after enrolment in school!!! It was a small celebration for me and Andrew, whose birthday was the same month as me!!! Happy birthday Andrew!!! :D

So touched ok!!! Really didn't expect anything from them!!!! (:

It was a small celebration with my orientation group members, with cake and song and a little decorated card with a long heartfelt message from my dearest min hang!!!! (:

Us!!! The whole group of us!!! Thank you guys!!!

December babies!!!!

Some more photos of us because we love to camwhore. Hahaha.

The guys!!!!

Even though it was a short celebration, and I couldn't join you guys after that ): But I was so touched. You know they always say, its the thought that counts? (:

I want to thank a special girl (:

Meet Min Hang!!! The girl that got to know me through my blog, and then coincidentally, we were in the same course!!!!

I was so touched when she gave me a handmade card, and when I read the message I was OMG!!!!!

So to Min Hang, Thank you so much!!! And here's a little message I have for you (:

Hey babe, I just want to know that I'm so touched by what you did and planned, and the card, it was so awesome!!! Totally didn't expect it ok!!! So so so so touched, like honestly (: And yes, I feel so bad for not hanging out with you guys much anymore, but next semester onwards, I'm going to make an effort to (:

And we totally need to go chill outside school lor!!! And yes we've definitely shared some pretty awesome secrets, so who says we're hi-bye friends ok!!! You don't so dao can? Remember what I said today? You must have OPEN answers. HAHAHA.

Yes, don't be scared to make friends with me, I am not party girl lor!!! I love to party, but yes I do know when its time to be serious (; And I'm extremely sociable, so whether or not you're quiet, we will be awesome friends, because I talk alot ok? I really can talk alot. Remember last time during the first week of school, WE WERE GUESSING AND POINTING WHO WE THOUGHT WAS SINGLE OR NOT? HAHAHA COS CLASS WAS SO UTTERLY BORING RIGHT!!! HAHAHAHA.

And and and the last paragraph, next time I'm going to sit with you all in class ok. Eh please leave seat for me. Thanks. Hahahahaha. And thank you, for everything. The stuff you said in the card (; It's sweet, BEYOND sweet!!

From a friend that has known me for only 4 months, I'm truly touched.

Babe, remember, how you measure your happiness or life shouldn't be only based on boyfriend and friends, you have a roof over your head, you don't need to worry about your 3 meals, and you've got education to provide for your future! So you should be envious of yourself too!!!

I'm really really really surprised today, and I want to say Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, I don't know how else to express it but put it on my blog, because its where I share my thoughts, and because you're so awesome, I want all my friends to see how awesome you are (:

See you next year in class ok? Sitting beside you and talking and gossiping lor! Hahaha. Don't so dao and give me closed answers can!!! Hahahaha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE!!!! And thank you for your well wishes about me and the bf!!! :D

Okay the main purpose I wanted to blog was to, tell my orientation group members how awesome they are (: For being there to celebrate my birthday for me!!!

Now that I've done that, I'm going to hibernate. Facial tmr!!! Excites. PLUS meeting Andrea Chow!!!! Excites times 2!!!! Okay bed time y'all!!!

Okay some other photos from today:

Btw happy news:

EVERYBODY IN SCHOOL THOUGHT I LOST WEIGHT!!! :D One of my friends thought I went insane by jogging everyday. Hahahaha. No I didn't. Just ate lesser.

YAY YAY YIPPEEEE.

Okay bedtime and sweet talk time with boyfriend (:

after1990 @ 2009-12-16T02:35:00

2009-12-15T18:35:55Z

I like...

How you're currently the bulk of my inbox
How you invade my dreams
How saved text messages from you always make me smile (:
How you're happy to always see me
How you always want to make me happy
How you hug me tight when I say I'm cold
How you make concessions for me just because you love me.

Most importantly,
I like being someone's happiness (:

Thank you for making me the happiest girl alive for the past 9 months (:

I love you <3

after1990 @ 2009-12-16T01:48:00

2009-12-15T17:48:33Z

9 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY OMG OMG OMG!!!

Omg it doesn't even feel like it. This year, somehow doesn't feel festive like the other years. Maybe its because I've been too preoccupied. And maybe also because, this year I'm not having a party. Unlike other years.

This year, I just feel like celebrating my birthday with my loved ones (:

I've been busy lately, and I know I've been a bad friend this year, hardly contacting anyone much. Everyone thinks I'm preoccupied with the boy. To a certain extent, I am, but yet at the same time, I'm trying to reshuffle my priorities. Not that my friends aren't important, but I just need to do something more useful with my life, for now.

And yes I know I've been a sucky sucky friend so here's a shout off to some of my friends!!!

If you're not here, I'm sorry I left you out, or I just know you don't read my blog. HAHAHA.

Javier: Omg you're the one that I've been constantly in contact with for this year. And one of the closest friend I have and still make regular contact with. I'll always be here for you. Remember that. Always (: I promise!!!! And not forgetting those awesome memories that we share in AC. Hahahaha and for always listening to me rant, giving me advice about my looks, and always being there for me (: Some Javier-Amelia time next Tuesday k!!! Cannot wait!!!

Andrea: Chow Chow!!! Omg I really miss those times that we have girl time, and I know I'm basically preoccupied with Clive, but I wish to have girl time too. I hope you don't feel like I've neglected you. But you probably feel that way, I promise. Since you're in Singapore now, I'm going to make an effort to meet up with you more often (: You're one of the most special friends that I hold close to my heart!!!

Jocelyn: I know we haven't kept in contact much since you left for Melbourne, but I really really really miss you alot. And I also know that you're coming back today and I seriously CANNOT wait to see you again. And sit down with you, Andrea and Amanda, just like old times!!! And most importantly, spend my birthday with you special girlies (: Seriously, cannot wait!!! I also remember all the memories I have with you. You're like an old friend, the one that no matter how long we never meet, when we meet, it's like we just met yesterday!!!

I know Amanda doesn't read my blog, so I'll leave what I have to say for her in a text message (:

I know I have a lot of friends whom I keep close to my heart, those that have been through a lot with me. Esp the AC bowlers. I've been planning to meet up with them for awhile now but I haven't gotten around to doing it.

These awesome AC bowlers, gave me the best 2 years of my life in AC, and I know I haven't exactly been an awesome friend this year, but next year onwards, I'm going to meet up with all of them!!! Soooo nostalgic!

Javier told me today that Jo mentioned she haven't talked to me since she came back!! Babe I know that!!! I miss you babe, I don't know if you'll see this, but I'm definitely going to make an effort to talk to you soon!!!

And Huiting, and Sheryl and Stef and Xin and everybody else!!! I just miss everybody so much!!!

Okay I shall stop being nostalgic already and just shut up and blog. Hahahaha.

Flea Market!!!

My friends were super funny. They brought a chair and tried to fit it in the car. HAHAHAHA.

Awesome girlfriends!!!

I think I super cute. K thanks bye. HAHAHA.

Camwhore, 101. Hahahha.

Basically, the flea was boring and a waste of time. It was so bloody hard to find a parking lot AND parking in town cost a BOMB!!!! Plus the crowd sucked too!!! Didn't make much but still enough to cover cost and parking! (:

Trying to do those super flexible model poses but fail miserably. Hahaha.

Flea flea flea!!! Attending to customers.

Bored!!!!

Like seriously, camwhoring is the BEST way to pass time.

Playing with my friend's slr in the carpark! Hahaha.

Random Day with Boyfriend

For no reason, whatsoever, boyfriend suddenly gave me this box of chocolates. And I was like OMG seriously!!!!

I know I know, it's just a box of chocolates, but omg its damn nice to eat ok!!! And the thought of surprising me with food (because I love to eat) is just so sweet!!!! :D

So what do I do? Camwhore with the box lor. HAHAHA.

Boyfriend spent the whole day out alone today planning my birthday. I don't know what he's up to but he spent so long outside alone and I very heart pain!!! ): Plus he's sick and he refuses to rest because he wants to plan. And by the time he reached home just now it was 12am!!!

You tell me, this boy sweet or not!!! What's there not to love? Sigh.

And then make boyfriend camwhore with the box. HAHAHA.

And then camwhore ourselves. HAHAHA

Have to go to school tmr to settle some admin issue, then got a long day of taking photos for our blogshop!!! I tried modeling for the blogshop but I look absolutely cannot make it.

Guess I'm just not cut out for modeling, and don't have a pretty face to make it!!! And not a good figure too. SIgh ):

LOVE THIS TUBE X 1000000 Got one for myself. MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR LOVE.

Javier keeps telling me that I've lost weight!!! SO HAPPYYYYY :D

Ya but I recently ate alot again so I'm fat fat fat so I need to exercise again. Sigh...

Super love this top too. Omg.

And so we got someone chio and pretty to model for the second collection!!! I love the way she poses. She's a model (: And a very nice model at that, very friendly and approachable!!!

http://bongqiuqiu.blogspot.com/2009/09/french-fleurs.html

Check out the photos she did for another blogshop. Omg major nice!!!! :D

Okay so excited and a super long day tmr. I need to sleep, its already. OMG 2am!!! ):

P.S I know I've got Clive now but that doesn't mean I forget my friends ok!!!! I'm still the same Amelia you guys knew (: I swear!!! So jio me out ok!!! :D

after1990 @ 2009-12-12T02:07:00

2009-12-11T18:07:10Z

The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It’s never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It’s like, hey, I’m never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn’t feel complete. But I think that’s what goodbyes are. They’re incomplete and you honestly don’t know how long the goodbye will last. It’s a part of life.

So tired. Going to set up stall with my classmates tmr at the SMU Flea. Don't know if we're going to make any money, but its the experience that counts.

Ironed some new stocks to sell just now! So excited!!!! Figured that even if I don't sell much, we can totally camwhore if its boring!!!

I should totally be sleeping but yet I am not. Omg.

Been spending the past few days putting in effort into our blogshop and it's making progress, so far (: Need to put in more effort.

Went over to the supplier's today and took this dress. It's so awesomely pretty right!!!

Plus I tried like a gazillion clothes and kind of pulled my back muscle. This sucksssss!!!

Photos from last week, where I spent 2 hours curling my hair so that I could meet boyfriend and be pretty!!!

Bad day though, had super duper duper bad cramps and almost DIED in pain I swear!!!! >:( And ended up almost grabbing another guy's hand because I was so engrossed on the phone. SUPER EMBARRASSING. Wanted to dig a hole and jump in. Boyfriend kept laughing at me!!!!

Went to 313@Somerset and swore never to shop there again unless the awesome F21 is open!!! Hate the layout of that place. Prefer Ion more.

Went over to his place first! To wake that fatty up!!! Took a cab because I was so paranoid that my curls would be limp by the time I reached his house. Hahahahahaha.

The curls stayed the whole day, borrow bf's hair spray to keep it in place. Super love the curls!!! :D

Miss the boy so much, been devoting too much time to the blogshop and neglecting boyfriend!!! Plus I bought him his game card so he's forever playing his game. Hahahaha.

Okay actually we meet every other day. HAHAHA. Woke the boyfriend up in the middle of the night yesterday to talk to me and he was spouting nonsense in his sleep.

It always happens when he's tired.

Me: Do you know who I am?
Him: (in chinese, OMG SIAO RIGHT. He so tired until he started talking chinese) I know
Me: Who am I?
Him: Fatty lor.
Me: WHAT?! OMG give you one more chance. Who am I?
Him: FATTY.
Me: Omg hate you lor!!!!
Him: Okay want to go do quest together?
Me: QUEST?! Omg.

Must be playing his game. HAHAHAHAHA. Today I repeated the whole thing to him and he said he doesn't remember shit. HAHAHAH

Dinner at Bedok 85 this week! Super super love the food there (: Probably meeting Brandon there for dinner this weekend again!!! LOVES IT!!!

I tied my Japanese bun + flower + brown contacts!!!

Sorry I look so tired, spent the whole day at my classmate's house photoshopping. Hahahah. Almost 9 hours ok!!!

Swore off coloured contacts already!!!

Went to my dad's friends optical shop yesterday with the parents, and made new black specs plus got contacts. We spent $1085 there. Siao right. Omg. My mother chose a super expensive specs. Hahaha.

Found out that the old optical shop that I always went to gave me over-powered contacts!!! I wore 400degrees when my eye was supposed to only be 300degrees!!!

NO WONDER I KEPT HAVING HEADACHES AND FEELING TIRED ):

And yeah, coloured contact decreases your contact lenses lifespan of your eyes, so I'm not going to wear them much.

Besides boyfriend prefers me in black contacts!

Okay omg 2am already. Need to go and sleep if not totally going to die tmr. Totally want to camwhore tmr and look chio.

Okay goodbye goodnight. Want to talk to boyfriend badly again. I suck, I need to stop missing him so much!!! ):

after1990 @ 2009-12-09T01:49:00

2009-12-08T17:49:39Z

Been working on this for the past few weeks. My sweat and blood together with my classmate. Omg really a lot of effort. Learning the photoshopping and the configuring of the html, especially when I'm such a noob.

Support me ok!!!

http://fashionlunchbox.livejournal.com

So bloody tired now but I really feel like blogging. So I'm just going to make this quick and then head to bed.

Driving tomorrow and loads of errands to run. So if I have not enough sleep, it'll be dangerous. Plus I'll be driving through the stupid peak hour jam, which requires damn a lot of concentration.

Oh yeah about the blogshop, it's my sweat and blood!!! Love the clothes we brought in. Hmm what should I get for myself?

Love this dress so much lor!!!

Or this jacket?!!!

Die die keeping this dress for myself. HAHAHA.

And maybe this too. OMG.

But then again we sourced for everything ourselves so I probably love everything. Hahahaha.

Even if you are my friend and you don't want to buy from me ): then you can just tell your friends if they feel like online shopping!!! :D

Because you are damn nice and read through my blogshop shit to get here. Let me tell you a funny joke.

About 2 months ago, me and the boy to the salon, and told the hairdresser that we wanted this haircut for the boy:

Btw this guy is damn handsome right?!!! OMG major love. Hahahah.

And after the haircut, we had this:

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG DAMN FUNNY RIGHT. Me and the boy were laughing so hard in the hairdresser when we saw this photo. Which totally looked like the boy.

But that was history, and his hair has since then, saw better days. HAHAHA.

Moving on, on Saturday, which was the day of our 9th month, I went over to the boy's house to surprise him.

Not before I went to buy all his favourite food, which I carried till I almost died, and then I took a BUS with all the heavy stuff. Until my back ached. But it was worth it, the smile on boyfriend's face when he saw me with all his goodies (:

Hahaha forced him to change to nice clothes so he can camwhore with what I bought him. I wanted to get 9 things for him. But I ended up getting more. Hahahahah. And his stupid game was so expensive!!!! Hahah guys and games OMG.

Oh heavy food. You are so hard to carry.

Plus a little camwhoring, before we went to feast on the food. HAHAHA.

Okay and that day I tried to curl my hair because I was feeling like really damn bored. Like want to die, that kind of bored. Hahaha.

Curl hair already, don't camwhore, super wasted right?! HAHAHA.

Stupid rebonded hair of mine just WOULDN'T stay curled. It went away after like, 3 hours ):

Which reminded me, that I'm using this super expensive $45 serum on my hair. Which works WONDERS. My hair used to be like SUPER thick and dry. And Javier would always call it a mane. And then even he commented that my hair quality improved like 1000 times (okay I exaggerate ABIT). Boyfriend totally thinks my hair is damn soft now.

At first when I went to the Salon and the hairdresser began his usual speech of "Your hair is damn dry, you should try this blah blah blah" I immediately turned to the switch off mode already. But my dad told me to give it a try, and since daddy dearest kindly sponsored me, I bought it and OMG I LOVE IT. IT WORK WONDERS. Finally, FINALLY a hair product that actually WORKS and not wasting my money.

And btw, the bottle can probably last me 9 months. HAHAHA totally worth it!!! $45 for 9 months of chio, soft, nice smelling hair. Because the serum smells damn good too :D

Okay moving on, I'm wearing brown contacts now because my monthly contacts FINISHED and I haven't bought new ones because I'm an lazy ass. So I settled for these brown contacts which make me look damn foreigner in my opinon and I totally love it :D Going to wear these lovely brown contacts until I start school next year, and till I finally go buy my yearly supply of contact lenses.

Omg it's already 1.50am. Need to wake up at 8am. Omg going to be so tired tmr. Why do I always waste time surfing around doing nothing when I should be sleeping?!!!!

Btw I have developed a very bad habit of not replying sms-es/msn convos lately ): Sorry.

Okay I'm going to bed soon!!!

NIGHT NIGHTS!!!

P.S: going to do my usual annoying night wake up call to the boy just because I miss him HAHAHA.

after1990 @ 2009-12-05T00:49:00

2009-12-04T16:49:28Z

The wonderful thing about falling in love is that you learn everything about that person so quickly. And if it’s true love, then you start to see yourself through their eyes and it brings out the best in you. It’s almost as if you are falling in love with yourself.

Because, baby, you bring out the best in me (:

Being together is more than just physical. It’s understanding the other person, being there for them, talking for hours, making each others dreams come true. It’s being in love and not needing anything to make it come true.

Everyone can see it, when I say your name, I start to smile.

Maybe it’s the way you grab my hand and hold it or the way you kiss me or maybe it’s the way you put your arms around me. Maybe it’s the way you look at me and your smile just makes me melt. Maybe it’s the way we can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing at all but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my life. Maybe it’s the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how you hold me up on a pedestal. Maybe that’s it, that makes me love you so much.

You complete me. Really, you do. You can make me smile even when I’m in my worst mood. It’s only in your arms that I forget about all of my troubles and have complete happiness. You’re the only one who can fill that gap in my heart, the space that knows you’re the one for me. The gap that will accept no one but you.

I want someone who I can pay attention to. A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat.

A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself. Because my friends know that I'm unglam, and I don't care, because I believe in being myself.

I think I found that perfect boy, the boy that accepts me for whom I am. This photo was from our 1st month:

9 months later, we've changed so much, beyond the physical differences, we've learnt to accept each other into our lives. We make concessions for each other, tolerate each other's short-comings, accept each other for who we are.

No doubt, we've had our fair share of quarrels, disagreements, fights, tantrums. But through it all, I want you to know that I love you, more than ever. And with each argument, I realised that we understand each other more.

And I know 9 months isn't very long yet, and ever so often in our conversations, you always mention that when we get married, we need to do this and that, and save money and everything. I'm really happy that you include me in the plans for the future. Even though I'm just random girl you met only 9 months ago.

And even though you were that random guy I met 9 months ago, in a club nevertheless, you've slowly made your way into my heart, and into my future.

And life has changed ever since, it has never been the same again. I'm studying harder than ever, because I want to build a future with you, a future I know only good grades can sustain. I'm making an effort to go jogging and learn to make myself prettier, because I want to look pretty for you. I'm making an effort to be a better daughter, because it was you, who made me realise how happy that would make my parents feel.

And because of you, I've become a better person, inside out. Or at least I'm learning to finally put my priorities right. Having just scored 2 high distinctions and 2 distinctions for the first semester, I would say you have a huge part to play in that. If only I met you earlier, I would have studied way harder.

Every month, when we celebrate our monthsary, I do a post like this, but yet I never run out of things to say. It's because you make me love you more and more, every single day, with every single action.

And I know I can be pretty unappreciative at times, and whine, and just be a total bitch. But at the end of the day, I love you, I really do. From the bottom of my heart. And I really do hope, we'll be together forever. And I know that for that to happen, we need to put in effort, and I'm willing to put in effort to make this relationship work.

Because baby, I love you, and you mean the world to me ♥♥♥

Happy 9 months!!!!!

But love, I’ve come to understand, is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.

— Nicholas Sparks

after1990 @ 2009-12-03T23:41:00

2009-12-03T15:41:43Z

Been neglecting my blog for soooooooo long and haven't had a proper update ):

1) Andrea Chow is back back back! Went to the airport just now to pick her up and then had dinner!!! I drew a photo of a pig on a tissue paper and held it up waiting for her. HAHAHAHAH. Joce joce when are you coming back?!!!!

2) OMG MY BIRTHDAY IS IN, 22 DAYS!!!! Doesn't even feel like it. Maybe I'm getting old thats why I don't count down to my birthday anymore.

3) Been shopping and eating so much the past week, OMG I feel damn guilty already. Boyfriend bought me HOT PINK HEELS yesterday!!!! And and and tights/leggings from Dorothy Perkins that cost $56 (way overpriced) but I really really love it!!!! Boyfriend is the bestest, I wanted to buy him a pair of shoes today, but he walked out of the shop because he said he didn't want me to waste money ): Then after that I made him spend money on my shopping, and he willingly did. Omg he's just the awesomest. Plus he paid for my shopping the past week. And man, I really shop alot. LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND <3

4) Learnt photoshop and html in the past 3 days, self-taught!!! I'm so proud of myself :D

5) Been so tired everyday, never rest enough, totally shagged, I'm going to head the bed early tonight, not after I wake boyfriend up from dreamland to talk to me first before bedtime. HAHAHA :D

6) I don't know what exactly I want for my birthday!!! This is terrible!!! I have a computer, camera, countless bags, clothes. Omg the boy asked me what I want, and it was a question that actually stunned me, maybe a watch? Or just more sponsored trips of shopping? :D

7) And also, this is the first time I am not having a birthday party. Hahahaha. I just, don't feel like having one. Hahahahaha. Maybe the next party I'll have is when I'm 21 (:

8) I NEED TO EXERCISE BADLY. The last time I jogged was last Thursday!!!! Exactly a week ago, really feel damn fat );

9) Loads of photos to upload but I'm totally procrastinating. Hahahaha.

10) And and and I CHECKED MY RESULTS TODAY AND I GOT 2 DISTINCTIONS AND 2 HIGH DISTINCTIONS FOR THIS SEMESTER!!!! So happy, my mugging DID pay off!!!! Even my accounting module, which I absolutely DETEST and HATE, and actually walked out of the paper early because I gave up on the last question!!!! Yayyyy!!!! Sooo happyy. I didn't give my dad a birthday present this year because I know the best present he can get is good results from me.

Today I called him and I told him my results!!! Even though his birthday was in October, I told him that it was his present because I intended to study hard and give my results to him (: My daddy logged on to the online site in the office and saw my results and he was so happy!!! Yayyy!!! I need to study hard next semester too, cannot lose momentum!!!!

Okay some photos: Singapore Flyer and Night Safari with the parents and boyfriend a long long long time ago. I am damn lazy to upload everything. Here's some (:

If you want to go to the Singapore Flyer, don't bother ok? It's lame and it's a waste of money. In my opinion at least. Omg $29.50 for 30mins of NOTHING? Hahahaha. Don't bother unless you have too much money to spend. If I knew it was going to be so bad, I wouldn't have bothered. Hahahah.

But Night Safari saved the day, it was awesome, totally awesome (:

Okay I'm going to call the boy, then hit the sacks, so tired!!!!

Btw Javier's room is disaster filled. Drove over to his house in Jurong (!!!!!!) last week, and OMG I hit my head twice. Once on his cupboard and once on the wall!!!! And the best part is Javier and boyfriend continued talking, and ignored POOR ME in pain!!!! ): They were talking about Javier's awesome new computer. Oh boy, guys and gadgets. Their conversation totally bored me btw. Hahaha.

Talking about Javier, his house is really awesomely nice and if you are a friend of Javier and you haven't been there yet, just invite yourself there because it's damn nice, and his room is remote controllable. I mean like the aircon, lights etc etc, and his sound system is surround sound and it's awesome.

And also because I'm awesome, I sent Javier home once before in ulu Jurong at 2am in the morning and drove all the way home to Tanah Merah when I was so tired!!!!! Okay just wanted to praise myself for being such a nice friend and sending Javier home and he stays in Jurong!!!!

Btw Javier, you're sending me home when you get your license and your awesome new car. I hate you and your richness. HAHAHAHA. Okay I kid (:

Okay okay good night (:

after1990 @ 2009-11-22T19:00:00

2009-11-22T11:00:10Z

In my life, I have 5 guys that mean the most to me.

First its my father, then both my brothers.

And I spent yesterday with the other 2 of my favourite guys:

Boyfriend!!!

And another one:

Javier!!! Credits to his awesome photography skills and the time he spent for me and the boy, PLUS he's the only boy that boyfriend really likes anyway (: Hahahah. Thank you for being an awesome friend Javs!!! :D

I'm in the midst of packing my room, just kill me already, all the dettol and mopping are making my hands rough!!!! >:(

I'm going to change my bedsheets.

Oh did I mention that I washed the clothes for the FIRST time 3 days back!!! So proud of myself. Need to help around the house more, I'm a big girl now and my parents are getting old >;(

So excited to meet the boy for dinner tonight at Bedok 85! We're going to have a big feast!!! So hungry already!!!!

after1990 @ 2009-11-22T01:48:00

2009-11-21T17:48:20Z

Still alive, just tired from going out and haven't had time to blog. Exams are over so I party myself silly. Now I'm deprived of sleep ): Need one whole day to recuperate, FINALLY time to stay home tmr! Yipeeeee!!!!

Tons of photos to upload tmr, and videos to edit!!!

Since I didn't blog for so long, here's some food for thought (:

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little.

The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love.

You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

Find the one you can be yourself in front of & say absolutely anything. You can laugh, you can cry, you can hug, you can fight with him & then make up at the end of the night & he would still be crazy about you.

I'm going to go sleep. So tired ): Skin needs repair and body needs sleep BADLY!!!

Blog tmr!!!!! <3

P.S THANK YOU JAVIER FOR TODAY, YOU'RE THE AWESOMEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD!!! :D The one that keeps giving and giving and giving to me, sigh!!! <3 And you're the only guy friend of mine that Clive REALLY likes, and its awesome both of you can get along so damn well!!!! :D

after1990 @ 2009-11-15T23:38:00

2009-11-15T15:38:44Z

PLANNING A DATE WITH THE BOYFRIEND TMR!!!!! So excited.

This is the first time in a LONGGGGGGG time we're going out!!! And have 3 whole days to ourselves!!!! :D Stupid exams and his work took away our time for the past few weeks.

HAPPYY!!!!!! :D

after1990 @ 2009-11-14T02:46:00

2009-11-13T18:46:23Z

(Before bed photo!!!!)

Always go out for what you want, it’s your heart talking to you. Don’t find lust, find love. And when you have it, hold onto it. Never let it go. Never give up, always try harder. If he makes a mistake, remember: No one is perfect. Forgive him because, well because, you’re in love with him and you heart doesn’t know how to do anything else. No one out there is more perfect for you than him and you have to believe it deep down inside your heart. Because darling, if it’s true love, you will have an utterly unexplainable hard time trying to find the right words just to tell him how much he means to you.

My new chio nails!!!! DIY and almost took my life because it was so difficult getting the stars in place, and waiting for everything to dry ); The price to pay for saving money and not going for a manicure.

Good thing is, a great sense of satisfaction that I get after seeing my nails so pretty. PLUS I've upgraded from mere painting of the colours to a DIY french manicure the other time, and NOW NOW I can do a little designs myself. YAY!!!

Soon manicures will be a thing of the past because I can do it free at home :D

Bought crystals from Daiso plus Nail glue yesterday, cannot wait to add the crystals to my nails the next time round, need inspiration first :D

And camwhoring before bedtime, no makeup and total unglam. But photo with my new chio nails!!! And to top it off, it's DIY and free of charge!!!

I miss boyfriend alot alot alot it's killing me that he has to work these few days and can't meet me );

I'm boyfriend-less and upset because I miss him so muchhhhhhhhh!!!!

BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND I REALLY MISS YOU!!!! But I shall learn to be independent because he can't be meeting me all the time ): Sigh.

Okay sleeping soon, and no computer tmr night, lending my daddy my computer for his company's retreat, because MACBOOK OWNS WINDOWS so he has to borrow my macbook!!!

But technically the macbook isn't mine because daddy dearest bought it for me. HAHAHAH so technically my dad is using his own macbook. HAHAHA.

Okay I shall not confuse you, Good night (:

P.S I really need to resist the urge to call boyfriend tonight. I woke him up last night, and I think I will do it again later because I really miss him ):

P.P.S I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!!! >:( Andrea is like mia-ing and Joce is far far away!!! Amanda indeed acts like she is in overseas. Sigh ): I have no friends!!!

after1990 @ 2009-11-13T01:28:00

2009-11-12T17:38:00Z

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh, I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, It just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.

I don’t know what it is about you. Maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. It could be the way you say the right thing at the right time. But whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me.

I love you.

P.S So tempted to wake you up from your sleep right now because I miss you so much. Cannot, must resist. You're so tired out from work today, cannot disturb you ):

P.P.S PLUS you went clubbing with me last night because you knew I really wanted you there, even though you had work had 5.30am this morning!!!!! ):

P.P.P.S I really enjoyed myself last night though, me you and my friends (:

after1990 @ 2009-11-09T23:47:00

2009-11-09T15:58:54Z

I HAVE DECIDED THAT DRIVING IS DAMN TIRING.

I thought driving would be a great convenience, but I think its damn tiring, and I have decided that I officially prefer driven.

1) DRIVING THROUGH THE PEAK HOUR JAMS IS DAMN HORRIBLE. TOOK DAMN LONG TO GET BACK TODAY!!!!! HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!

2) DRIVERS DON'T EVER GIVE WAY TO P-PLATES

3) I CURSE DAMN A LOT OF TIMES AT DRIVERS THAT DON'T SIGNAL AND CUT INTO MY LANE ABRUPTLY!!!!

4) First the tyre burst, then today because of the peak hour jam, I took like 10000 hours to reach back to the east!!!!

5) Parking lots are hard to find, and parking is horribly expensive!!!!

I've decided, that I REALLY LOVE TO BE DRIVEN.

It's damn horrible to drive myself esp when I'm damn tired ok!!!! >:( Tmr I got to drive to school at 8am in the morning, so I will be damn stoned, and driving really takes up a lot of concentration. I got to constantly be aware of all my surroundings when I drive, it's so tiring ): more tiring than taking public transport!!!!

And BOYFRIEND IS THE SWEETEST!!!!

He drove me back home today when I went to meet him at his house after the damn long jam, ate dinner there (his mum is damn awesome too!!!!), and rested a bit. He saw that I was so tired, and drove me all the way back home, then took the bus home!!! I felt so touched (:

PLUS he refused to tell me what he's planning for my birthday, and and and he's secretly searching for something online now, and btw, he refuses to talk to me because he alleged claimed that he is BUSY. Hahahaha.

SO EXCITED NOW!!!!!!

Got so many things to blog about but got a morning paper tmr, and the damn irritating long peak hour drive to school.

LAST PAPER TOMORROW. BYE BYE EXAMS AND STUPID PEAK HOUR JAMS!!!! (:

after1990 @ 2009-11-07T00:32:00

2009-11-06T16:46:29Z

I'm so tired ): Today was such a long dayyyyy.

1) Woke up at 7.30am and drove to school in the jam, picked my friend up, drive through Mac Donalds at King Albert Park, reached school around 9am due to the MASSIVE jam on the PIE.

2) Had my Financial Accounting paper today which really sucked. My brain cells were mostly dead by then.

3) Spent an hour with my classmates deciding where to go for lunch, finally decided on parkway.

4) Everyone got into the car, and we left school, and then, the worst part happened, shortly after I got onto the PIE(Changi Airport), a car horned me and I realised my left tyre was FLAT!!!! And I wanted to turn out at the nearest exit.

5) Turned into BKE (Woodlands) and stopped at the road shoulder.

6) Tyre burst like anything, and was only travelling on the rims. OMG. PANICK AND UPSET BECAUSE THE TYRE BURST.

7) Helpless and damn tired, thank GOD for my awesome classmates, the guys started changing the tyres for me. Like without a word. I was so bloody touched. The girls stood there looking helpless.

8) Awesome guys changed my tyres and we went to the closest Shell station opposite Bukit Timah Plaza to pump pressure to the tyres.

9) Already 3pm, we were all damn tired, and haven't ate, but thank God for awesome classmates who didn't mind PLUS they totally helped me out.

10) Realised my brother hasn't put air into his tyres for damn long and its all going to be flat ): PLUS I was damn noob, the steering was totally going to the left but I thought nothing of it.

11) Ate and drove to my friend's house so she could get her car, split cars and went to East Coast Park to study.

12) Ended up chilling instead cos all of us were so bloody shagged.

13) Went to meet the boy for awhile and sent him home

14) Finally reached home at 11pm

Going to check the car tmr with my dad. My dad was so angry with my brother because he didn't take care of the car my dad bought for him!!! The car is about 2 years old, and he hasn't changed the tyres before! Today was just really sway, but thank GOD the tyres didn't burst on the way to school if not we would surely have been late for exams.

PLUS thank GOD I wasn't alone, and I had the classmates with me (:

Some more my license is only 5 months old, so I'm pretty noob about these car stuff but also thank GOD I had my classmates with me.

ME: BABY MY TYRE BURST, I'M ON THE BKE NOW!!!!
BOYFRIEND: EH IF YOU ASK ME TO CHANGE I ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA SO CUTE.

Okay I'm damn shagged, got to wake up early tmr to go get the car checked. PLUS got to send the car for servicing next week. How do I get to Borneo Motors at UBI!!! >:( I think I'm going to be lost there. HAHAHA.

Good night world (:

after1990 @ 2009-11-05T00:45:00

2009-11-04T17:05:56Z

Happy 8 months boyfriend!!!! I know I already did the post for you last night, BUT YOU WERE TOO SWEET TO ME TODAY SO I JUST HAD TO BLOG AGAIN EVEN THOUGH MY EXAM STARTS TMR ): OMG!!!! ):

Today while I was studying with my friends, boyfriend came and brought me:

1) My favourite durian cake!!!
2) A HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE soft toy!!!!
3) 4 pieces of heartshaped jelly cheesecake (which I ate without any photos first!!!)
4) Marshmellows!!!
5) And a packet of sweets!!!!!

I was so touchedddddddddddddddd!!!! I wanted to peck him on the cheek to thank him because I was so happy, but because all my classmates were around, and I was shy, so I didn't until much later. Hahahaha.

He's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet!!! I'm going to be diabetic soon!!!!!

I was so shy in front of my friends so boyfriend thought I wasn't happy with the things he did for me, BUT I REALLY WAS!!!!! Plus to make me happy, he wore the clothes that I bought him from Bangkok!!! Hehehe, took loads of photos but I'm damn lazy to upload my camera photos now :D

Boyfriend: I really really really really love you, and appreciate all the sweet little things you've done for me (: Maybe I didn't look that happy to you because I was tired, and I was a tad stressed out because exams start tmr!!! But I really really really really appreciate it, like coming down to meet me even though you only had 4 hours of sleeep!!!!

I am so happy to have you, really. I don't know what to say anymore, it's just, I cannot even describe what I'm feeling!!!!

So these 2 photos will tell you what I'm feeling:

There, I've given my heart to you already, wholeheartedly!!!! :D You earned it silly boy!!!!

And then, because I was camwhoring, and trying to write the words in mirror reflections, I decided to camwhore more!!!!

The soft toy the boy gave me today!!! It's huge!!! In the shape of a boxing glove, and it says LOVE PUNCH! And the cutest part is that, I CAN PUT MY HAND INSIDE THE GLOVEE!!!! HAHAHA.

Presenting to you.... The Happy Satisfied Girlfriend with the MACHO BOXING GLOVES!!!!

I'm going to hug it to sleep tonight (:

AND AND AND MARSHMELLOWS!!!!

And the rest, I ate it already. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Went to try the food at F.I.S.H restaurant at Tampines One. It was expensive, the portions were small, and it was nothing much to rave about. But I had a HUGEEEEE craving for prawns, and until now I still crave for it, esp after my skin got alot better. I started to eat prawns again, and now I'm totally having a love affair with prawns (:

But THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!!!!! For the dinner treat!!! :D

And more to come!!!!!

See boyfriend, I really appreciate what you did for me today (: I'm so nervous for my exams tmr but MR PIG is sleeping now!!!! And he sounds so silly when he's asleep. Called him just now but he was just muttering to himself.

ME: Baby I'm scared for tmr ):
Him: Hmmmmmm.
ME: Are you there?
Him: Hmmmmmm.
ME: I SAID I AM SCARED.
Him: Hmmmmmm.
ME: OKAY BYE BYE GO BACK TO SLEEP.
Him; Hmmmmmm.

Next time he should just set an answering machine because I always call him at night. The answering machine will just say HMMMMM every time there is silence. HAHAHAHAHA but I bet tomorrow he won't remember that I called him. It happens every time. HAHAHAHA.

Okay I have to sleep now, my first paper is tmr, OMG scary. Somemore I have NO confidence in studying after receiving my A level results. Sigh. Wish for the best tomorrow I guess ): AHHHHH!!!! SCAREDDDDDDDD!!!!

Bad news: My mum was considering buying me a car just now but my daddy said there's too many cars at home already!!!!! >:( Guess I'll just have to take the train until I go out to work and buy myself my own car. Sigh!!! Why my daddy buy cars for both my eldest brothers and not me!!!! >:( HAHAHA but as boyfriend says, I should learn to be contented!!!! :D

Omg really shagged right now. Have to head to bed if not I'm going to sleep during the paper tmr.

And boyfriend.....

Disclaimer: DO NOT, try this at home. Many trees were killed in the process of this blog entry. Especially the part where I was trying to write in mirror image. Hahahahah.

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

after1990 @ 2009-11-04T01:04:00

2009-11-03T17:27:06Z

OMG I TYPE ONE WHOLE ENTRY AND IT GOT DELETED!!!!! >:(

Boyfriend and I are going to celebrate our 8 months tmr but my exams start on the same day so I better make an advance entry to him!!!

Happy 8 months boyfriend, I love you so much (:

If I said these 8 months were smooth sailing, I would be lying through my teeth. Every relationship has its ups and downs, and these 8 months were definitely not easy for the boy because I am a girlfriend that is not easy to please, and I know it ):

Also, if I were to say boyfriend did not change my life, yet again, I would be lying. Because he changed my life in more ways than one. He taught me to love myself for who I am, he always told me I was beautiful, when I insisted that so and so was prettier, he would tell me that I'm beautiful. And it's such a sweet thing to hear, especially when he looked into my eyes and said it with his sincerity.

He also taught me to see things in a whole different perspective.

This year has not exactly been a good year for me.

I had bad hair, bad skin, didn't do well for A levels, and was fatter!!!! ):

In a random messaging session with Javier a few days back, he told me that he wanted to go back to post A levels days. I told him I rather not.

Sure, there was no exams to study for. But in comparision, I'm much happier right now. I'm not trying to say anything. But the fact remains that, I have much better hair, I am no longer red, and my eczema is pratically non-existent now, the scars are slowly fading away, I have lost weight and look way better than I did, a year ago.

And the best part is that, the boy had a HUGE role to play in that. He changed me for the better. He showed me that he could still love me despite me having ugly hair and ugly skin. Coupled with my tantrum-throwing and unreasonable ways, he still loved me, he still fought on for this relationship.

I admit that I can be the most unreasonable at times, but the boy is often so compromising, I'm so afraid one day he'll stop giving in to me and I'll be so sad.

The past 8 months was awesome, I'm so much happier now because I have the boy with me. He showed me how much he could love me. His simple actions, small actions like skipping dinner to rest because he's so tired, but yet still insisting on talking to me on the phone.

Many people said we wouldn't last. Even I gave in to the thought that we wouldn't last. The boy proved me wrong. I thought, hey, this boy just hasn't seen my ugly side, thats why he's so in love with me. But no, he proved me wrong. He saw me at my ugliest, but yet he still loves me, and yet he still tells me I'm beautiful. He brings me home to his parents, brings me to his friends.

I can NEVER find another guy like him.

During the past 8 months, he has been a huge part of my life, because of exams I didn't meet him for 2 days and I already feel like, OMG, because I missed him so dearly ):

My love for the boy is impossible to summarise into one blog post. It's something words cannot describe. It's just a feeling so amazing that I've found the perfect boy for me (:

I cannot predict the future, I don't know if we will last forever, but I know that I do want us to last forever, I do want to work towards my future with the boy (:

Boyfriend, I love you so dearly. Every single thoughtful action that you do to me, I remember it. The little things you say make my heart smile.

Today you hugged me from behind and you said "Let's pose like this for our wedding photos ok?" I felt so loved and so happy. Even though I always say "What makes you think I"m marrying you!!!" Inside, my heart was smiling.

I cannot even describe the way you make me feel, it's something words cannot comprehend, I just want to spend every day with you!!!!

We've come a long way, and it wasn't easy. The past 8 months were amazing. It was like you took me on a trip I never would have imagined I would be on. You supported me when I was down, were always there for me without fail, and when you look into my eyes, and tell me that nothing mattered more than me, I always find my heart melting.

Boyfriend, I love you so much, this entry is what I really feel from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, for being there for me all the time (: Let's work towards lasting together forever ok!!!!!

I love you.

Btw you look damn hot here (: I think so even if others don't think so!!!!

Need to go back and mug now. SIAN!!!!! ):

after1990 @ 2009-11-01T23:12:00

2009-11-01T15:18:10Z

Was reading the news paper and chanced upon this article. Omg interesting :O

Surgeon sculpts his dream wife

A PLASTIC surgeon has told how he chose a dowdy girl as his bride - so he could sculpt her into his ideal wife.
Reza Vossough hated 33-year-old Cany's body, but they tied the knot anyway after he spotted her "potential".

He performed EIGHT operations to change her chest, thighs, eyes and face.

Vossough spent five years pumping 1,600g of silicone into her body, boosting her size A chest to a giant F cup.

He also enhanced her lips, lifted her eyelids and de-creased her forehead.

The former waitress also had nip-and-tuck ops to her bum, tummy and thighs and countless Botox injections.

Only AFTER £18,000 of cosmetic surgery did Reza, 48, fall in love with her.

But busty Cany, now a model, is thrilled with her new image. She said: "When your husband is a plastic surgeon, then the scalpel is your friend."

Reza, who operates on 1,200 patients a year at his Berlin clinic, said of his skills: "It's almost like being God - you have the ability to change nature.

"When I first met Cany, she had physical deficiencies, but I could see there was something there. She had big hips and big thighs, so we made corrections, then did a little bit more.

"On the operating table her face is covered, so she's anonymous like any patient. I was interested in working on her. It's better than nature could do."

Since her hubby's last op, Cany has had a secret fourth boob job. But Reza has not ruled out MORE work - saying: "There may be some more in the future, like a facelift, but not yet."

But Reza is wise enough to admit that he's not perfect himself.

He said: "I inherited a big nose from my dad, so my business partner made me a new one. And I have Botox too."

Meanwhile, a survey by British manufacturer Silentnight Beds has revealed that men like their women curvy rather than bone-thin- not least because they are better in bed.

The findings showed that 89 per cent of British men said they have better sex with curvy women than with size-zero models.

Respondents to the survey felt that curvier partner were more considerate of their feelings, try harder to impress and are more "giving" and have "more to love" than their stick-thin rivals.

The same result turned up when the question was turned around: 68 per cent of women said that sex with stout men is more fun.

The New Paper on Sunday 1st November 2009

Insane, go http://img.thesun.co.uk/multimedia/archive/00919/SNN3137-280_919144a.jpg to see her photo AFTER countless surgeries.

I read this article and just went :O

Maybe I should consider plastic surgery, not photoshop. Okay I am kidding. Hahahaha

after1990 @ 2009-11-01T00:08:00

2009-10-31T16:10:13Z

I really wish I was at a Halloween Party tonight and not at home. I hate it that every time Halloween is near, it's the exam period ): And I always fall sick at the exam period!!!!

On a happier note, boyfriend's parents are really really really damn awesome to me, feel so happy every time I go over to his place!!!

And, I really need to stop playing Sorority Life. OMG.

after1990 @ 2009-10-30T23:44:00

2009-10-30T15:48:35Z

I think my mum's my lucky charm. Just now when she was in my room and I was playing a game in sorority life, I had high scores twice in a row!!! That never happened before!!!!

Plus last time during A division, whenever my mummy was there, I would bowl exceptionally well. Coincidence? Or not?

Meet my new twin. We're best friends (:

I wish I knew photoshop. Then I can make my eyes bigger, arms skinner, chin sharper. Hahahaha.

OKAY I REALLY NEED TO STUDY. I DIDN'T TOUCH MY BOOKS AT ALL TODAY!!!!!!!!! >:(

after1990 @ 2009-10-30T00:44:00

2009-10-29T16:45:30Z

Camwhoring before I go to bed (:

Good night, sweet dreams!!!!

after1990 @ 2009-10-29T23:11:00

2009-10-29T15:22:31Z

Today I was waiting for the boy.

We were texting:

Me: Faster come here. Walk faster fatty! Impress me!!!

Him: I walking on the MRT track now! Hahaha.

Me: Funny. Remember not to get hit by trains ok? Since you claim to be walking on the mrt track. So loser, don't have your own private mrt at your beck and call. I'm not impressed (:

Him: I walk to show how much I love you. And sorry. For your info, I stop all the train services by paying everyone 10k each for their time wasted. Impressed yet?

Me: Hahahaha what rubbish. Still not impressed. More impressed if you have a car that goes right to the basement of Tampines One.

Him: But my helicopter is at the roof =((

Me: :O (and a loss for words at how to reply him. Hahahah)

To buy or not to buy?!!!

I like it like a lot a lot a lot, but it just looks like any other normal dress. Sigh. To spend or not to spend?!!!! ):

after1990 @ 2009-10-29T00:56:00

2009-10-28T17:04:07Z

I hate nights that the boy has to sleep early. I'm nocturnal, and I end up missing him so much in the middle of the night. I'll call him and wake him up from his sleep just to talk to me, and then he'll be tired the next day ):

The feeling of wanting to talk to someone but controlling myself not to do it sucks!!! I woke the boy up just now because I missed him so much, and hearing his tired voice over the phone made my heart break ):

I know my boyfriend is a guy that likes to be well-rested and doesn't like to feel tired. But I also realised that after getting together with me, the boy has been constantly tired because he is sacrificing his sleeping time to talk to me or spend time with me ):

His NS shift work is terrible, it makes his body clock so screwed up. And other than being at home, most of the boy's time is with me. Scrape that, I'm always with him. That makes him so tired everyday and when I ask him to rest, he'll tell me he would rather spend time with me. Today he even told me that I can wake him up in the middle of the night when I missed him ):

Today boyfriend was sleeping and then I just had to disturb him because he was talking nonsense in his sleep. I went up to him, hugged him and asked him a whole load of bullshit questions like: "Baby, do you think you're hot?" "Baby, do you think I'm hot?" "Baby, I'm leaving. I'm going home." "OMG you nod your head? You don't care about me?"

HAHAHAHAHA. I was totally boogling his mind and he was so tired, so he was so confused. But he looked so cute when he was sleeping <3

After that when he woke up, he told me that he doesn't remember me asking him all the nonsensical questions. Hahahaha.

Omg, where in the world am I going to find another boy like him!!! He's soooooooo cute <3

after1990 @ 2009-10-29T00:11:00

2009-10-28T16:19:11Z

The best thing about me, is you (:

Exams start next week and all I'm doing is playing Sorority Life on facebook. Omg.

Btw boyfriend got a new haircut yesterday and I absolutely love it!!!! <3

I think he looks damn cute. But yes I know, love is blind!!!!

Side view!!!

And photos from yesterday (;

Before haircut.

OTW to hair salon

I don't know why I've been so tired lately, I'm going to TRY to mug late into the night today. Hopefully I'll succeed, wish me luck (:

after1990 @ 2009-10-28T01:49:00

2009-10-27T17:51:34Z

Spent almost 2 hours doing my own French Manicure yesterday (: I fell such a sense of satisfaction looking at my nails now!!!! Hehehe.

That is the boy's extra finger over there (:

I turned the air purifier in my room into a blowdryer for my nails!!! Innovative much? (: I even turned on the turbo so that my nails could dry faster, but it proved really effective!!!!

I love my self manicured nails because:
1) I spent no money on it!!!
2) Looks like I did it at the manicurist because the lines are pretty much straight!!!!
3) ITS PINK!!!!!!
4) Boyfriend complimented it!!!

So excited to meet the boy tmr!!!! Need to decide what to wear, egggciting!!! We're not doing much, just that I'm excited to meet him. Hehehe okay I shall go to bed so I can look pretty tmr to meet boyfriend!!!

BTW I AM HOOKED ONTO SORORITY LIFE ON FACEBOOK. OMG.

Okay good night (: