Happy 11th Month Boyfriend :D

Wow how amazingly time flies. I don't even know where to begin.

Was driving around 11.56pm just now and boyfriend sent me a message about our 11th month and I was so bloody happy that he remembered!!! He never fails to amaze me.

I confess, I kind of forgot >;(

But his message really really made me smile to myself!!!!! I was so happy just now tee hee hee. And I was driving alone, and I was smiling, I think I look retarded to the max, but I couldn't wipe the grin off my face.

Next month's our 1 year anniversary and I'm super duper 10000000x excited.

Oh how much we've changed.



I cringe at some of the photos when I was choosing photos for this collage, cos my skin was so red and horrible and wrinkly, and my face was so bloated, eyes were swollen, and I was so fat! (Not that I'm super duper skinny now, but I was fatter last night ok? hahaha.)

And then I was so touched, that even though my skin was bad, peeling all over, eczema made me grumpy and uncomfortable, I mean even I cringe at my own photos >;(

But the boyfriend still loved me. Unconditionally.

I know I repeated this thing like 100times, but somewhere along the way, I kind of forgot about this, because its been almost half a year since my skin was well and glowing.

I remember the nights where the boy had to put up with me cos I was bawling my eyes out over the phone, being so upset about my predicament and my bad skin, and he had to constantly reassure me that I am pretty (WHICH I WASN'T COS SKIN UGLY TTM). And yet, he still loved me.

Omgoodnessbbq. Where to find a boy like that sia!!!

And now we're almost going to be one year, wow, one year. Never been together with anybody for so long.

And you know what they say: If you are happier being in a relationship as compared to being single, you know you've found the right guy. The guy that actually makes you want to be in a relationship (; I actually don't miss being single, and I hope things stay this way. Status quo.

Cos I'm loving life now. 11 months into the relationship and I am enjoying it so much.

I love you boyfriend, thank you, for being such a big part of my life this year.

There's so much things I want to say to you right now, but I'm going to leave it for Vday and our 1 year anniversary (;

All you need to know and remember is:

I love you, from the bottom of my heart

♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥

I've actually turned into a person that I told myself I will never become.



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Got this off one of the blogs in Tumblr, don't really know how to reblog this except pasting it here. Found this so true and pasted it here because I know boyfriend will read it (;

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

Boyfriend, are you reading this? (;